rant number 2…

July 24th, 2007

sometimes i wish people know me as insane…maybe then I can say what I truly want to say and be frank and people wouldn’t mind, they’d just say hey thats understandable coz shes crazy. but sometimes, try as I may to hold my tongue i still manage to hurt some feelings coz of my being tackless. And I swear! really I do! I dont mean it. (Do i? hiihihi) I just say what I feel I need to say. And I just don’t get it why we have to pretend to be nice and all when in fact deep down we’re not in the mood to play nice or really there’s nothing nice to say.

Im a “horizontally” challenged person… I think (hahaha “think”, what an understatement!) Im fat and yes I’m trying to slim down. And it’s freakin’ hard for one who appreciates food. couple of days ago i was strolling along minding my own business when somebody says “Hey you’ve gain weight” so being the bitch that I am.. shot back “I know we have a freakin huge mirror at home. It’s not nice you see, for giving out comments that are not asked for especially if its to comment on someone elses feature…How would you feel if I say “Hey your pimples just gave birth to 10 more huge baby pimples!!!” People can be inconsiderate at times. Well hey maybe I’m inconsiderate too coz here I am just saying that i want to be “brutally honest” and yet I can’t take a truthful comment. HAHAHA just goes to show that I have an unstable mind…cant make up my mind. But really, Im frank, yes but i tend not to comment on ones look and depends on the situation. well not unless you’re one of my close-close friend and know that I’m mean by nature or I won’t say a thing about you….. Not that you know of more like it. =) Situations that I like to comment on is:

1. The jeepney driver is so “gahaman” that he stops at every person on the street. Including those that are just standing or trying to cross the street. I mean what gives? I know they’re just doing what they’re suppose to do I understand that BUT!!!! Gosh its so frustrating when you’re trying to get to the office on time. and aside from the stopping at every person he also stops at every corner…I just want to shout at the driver.

2. The salesgirls/pharmasist at Rose Pharmacy Rovic - can you people get any SLOWER!!

3. The noisy person inside the movie house. I mean come on!… that is SOOO annoying. I want to grab the persons hair and shout at her face “Shut the f–k up! AND speaking of the movie house, can the volume of the movie house here be any smaller? they should give every person headphones just to hear the blasted thing. Which makes me remember why I don’t like watching movies here (Tacloban City). AAANNNDDD……. which goes to another topic I “sort” of like discussing… Tacloban City

…..the place I was born. I like this city if not for the fact that people here are undisciplined. Why I say that? because you see it evrywhere. Once I was in Gaisano (The store that DOESNT have it all) I was in the grocery around 7 and the janitors was doing their cleaning.. on the back area on the soaps (the area they finished cleaning already)..wonder of wonders, I saw a mother letting her child piss on the floor. Gosh I didnt know gaisano now has an annex CR on the soap area. but really, do you think thats a proper thing to let your child do? Thats not teaching her that there are proper places to do that. Its like from mother to kids, they’re passing on their backward-twisted mentality and it’s not like we’re still living on the old days where we just piss anywhere. But that’s just it really. A lot of people here doesnt seem to want change. They can’t take improvements/ changes in the city. If you have time to notice I can prove that im right. pass by the Tacloban convention center look at the lamps and you’ll notice that half the lights arent functioning well and its not because they didnt turn it on but bcoz one of the lights has already been vandalized. And whoever took it must have wanted it bad coz he had to climb to get it. and what about the wooden chairs on the newly painted/grafitti wall along LNHS.. one day they were there all nice and new, the next, the only thing that was left was the steel on the chairs. Seems like they on a rampage or something really mad at the chairs. and….yes theres still more. people here cant respect staying put when angelus sounds off at gaisano (I hate this store) its as if they’ve all gone deaf and cant hear. It’s like they’re embarrased to stop. and lets nor forget the national anthem … blah b;lah blah blah blah… ok im tired of ranting… till next…